thank you very much for sharing your thoughts to me. i want to let you know that i read it word by word, and i hear you. i 100% agree that accepting is (super) hard. by acknowledging and saying that you haven't feel it is powerful and is a huge step--because often people choose to run from it (as you've mentioned), but i think by this sharing you've just shown that you choose to face and embrace it. thank you so much for being so strong and for being honest♥️ that's precious.